I face you, spirit of destiny, with one pleading in my heart. Only one wish. One sweetest desire.
Erase everything. Every burn from every human, every cruel act I suffered by their hand, every discussed gaze. I want to forget it all and start anew. I want to let her sleep by my side with no fear of betrayal. To fall in love deeply with no hesitation. To caress her with no hate and to let her feel me with out that cold nauseating vibration playing with my body like a puppet, yelling at my mind to get out of there as soon as I can. Dlap her right in the face for a crime she didn't commit, watch her tears and hate my self for being that evil who makes such beauty suffer. Oh my angel, I'm so sorry for all my wrong doings.
Tabula Rasa my devil. Make me forget it all. Your punishments for the sins I did as a small child, perhaps in a previous cycle that I need to believe in just to think there is true justice here. For I was punished with no apparent reason beside perhaps metaphysics.
Make us forget each other. Separate me from my love just so I could build it with a healthy soul. I built our foundations from a shattered relationship we once had and now it hurts every miserable time we walk on it.
I want her to feel safe loving me as much as I worship her.
Erase everything. Every burn from every human, every cruel act I suffered by their hand, every discussed gaze. I want to forget it all and start anew. I want to let her sleep by my side with no fear of betrayal. To fall in love deeply with no hesitation. To caress her with no hate and to let her feel me with out that cold nauseating vibration playing with my body like a puppet, yelling at my mind to get out of there as soon as I can. Dlap her right in the face for a crime she didn't commit, watch her tears and hate my self for being that evil who makes such beauty suffer. Oh my angel, I'm so sorry for all my wrong doings.
Tabula Rasa my devil. Make me forget it all. Your punishments for the sins I did as a small child, perhaps in a previous cycle that I need to believe in just to think there is true justice here. For I was punished with no apparent reason beside perhaps metaphysics.
Make us forget each other. Separate me from my love just so I could build it with a healthy soul. I built our foundations from a shattered relationship we once had and now it hurts every miserable time we walk on it.
I want her to feel safe loving me as much as I worship her.
Twisted Satan, must you be so cruel? Boys punished for the ways of their dads.
A deterministic world where we are all sentenced the second we are born.
Relieve me from the ancestry curse. Free me from their ways. I learned my father's pendulum and know very well that Ill walk the same path. Ill stab my beloved wife in the back, steal every coin we earn and a shame my children.
A deterministic world where we are all sentenced the second we are born.
Relieve me from the ancestry curse. Free me from their ways. I learned my father's pendulum and know very well that Ill walk the same path. Ill stab my beloved wife in the back, steal every coin we earn and a shame my children.
The only escape is isolation. Not to love for by love I hurt. Stay away from me sweet Aphrodite. Don't let me make you cry.
Oh God almighty, please make me an empty mind.
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